edb5aqw http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:36:30 +0000 http://bloghi.com/ http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/img_ch.hi?id=4991 edb5aqw http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/ Life is busy... http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/07/19/life-is-busy.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/07/19/life-is-busy.html#comments Wed, 19 Jul 2006 18:55:41 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/07/19/life-is-busy.html Yeah I haven't written for a while because pretty much life sucks right now.  I've been trying to look on the bright side... it's really not so bad accept that I'm just sooo effing busy and stressed.  I hardly get any chance to... I don't care what anyone else says.  He really cares... even if he is not the most exciting public speaker ever and he is a little awkward socially.  Kind of reminds me of a certain news director I know redface ooh here we go again.  I told you guys, I have a boyfriend.  He's sweet.  I can't wait to see him again.
Okay that is my random blog entry for the last couple of months.  Let's hope that in some way I can keep them coming... and that I can see my boyfriend soon and destress.  I miss my friends too.  Love you all!
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/07/19/life-is-busy.html#comments I Don't Like Banks http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/06/08/i-don-t-like-banks.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/06/08/i-don-t-like-banks.html#comments Thu, 08 Jun 2006 08:19:00 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/06/08/i-don-t-like-banks.html I am starting to have a strong disdain for banks.  I don't like their rules of when they decide to charge you extra fees, and when to wave them.  It always seems to favour those with more money.  I don't like that!  I know banks... http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/06/08/i-don-t-like-banks.html#comments Personality Test http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/20/personality-test.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/20/personality-test.html#comments Sat, 20 May 2006 09:09:51 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/20/personality-test.html I really enjoyed this personality test.  I'd recommend it to everybody! Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76% ... Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||| 56%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia || 10%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%

Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

Trait Snapshot:
social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others
Similar Minds Personality Tests
 ]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/20/personality-test.html#comments Nosey People http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/07/nosey-people.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/07/nosey-people.html#comments Sun, 07 May 2006 20:06:49 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/07/nosey-people.html Here's a topic to rant about:  people who stick their noses into other people's business where it does not belong.  Sounds so simple and obvious like something mature people would not do - but they do.  It does not seem to matter... http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/05/07/nosey-people.html#comments DJERICZ.com - Remixes http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/15/djericz-com-remixes.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/15/djericz-com-remixes.html#comments Sat, 15 Apr 2006 09:05:36 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/15/djericz-com-remixes.html I discovered this awesome artist called DJ Ericz through the cpop.bww2.com music sharing directory.  This Australian Chinese DJ does some amazing remixes of Asian music from Jay Chou to Utada Hikaru.  Check him out at... cpop.bww2.com music sharing directory.  This Australian Chinese DJ does some amazing remixes of Asian music from Jay Chou to Utada Hikaru.  Check him out at www.djericz.com.  He just put up his remixes a couple days ago.  Here's some links to some of my favourite tracks:
Chinese Club Anthems(22 Minutes long)
Chinese R&B Vibes(18 Minutes long)
Utada Hikaru - Colours(4 Minutes long)

]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/15/djericz-com-remixes.html#comments MuchMusic VJ Search http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/14/muchmusic-vj-search.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/14/muchmusic-vj-search.html#comments Fri, 14 Apr 2006 14:08:50 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/14/muchmusic-vj-search.html I think everybody I know has been watching the MuchMusic VJ search, at least people I know in MIT and in campus radio.  That show is irresistable to even the most skeptacle people that study media.  So what did you guys think about Tim... Firstly, I think Tim is from Ontario and that just gives him a huge advantage.  The population is simply bigger in Ontario and he's representing the locals, so already he has the most access to a large portion of the population in Canada.  Secondly, he already built his fanbase from the wildcard vote.  The other competitors did not have as much time to build that fanbase.  Oh yeah, and Tim is HOT!  But so Nikki and Erik, and Sean also probably has a following of admirers too.  So Tim winning probably had more to do with the local accessability and previous fanbase building factors.
Something I realized - Western Canada cannot get past that Ontario voting block.  I know the VJ search doesn't have ridings like traditional Canadian politics, but I think the same principles apply!  There are more MuchMusic fans in Ontario.  Too bad for Nikki, Sean, and Erik.]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/14/muchmusic-vj-search.html#comments 13 Blog Tips! http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/11/13-blog-tips.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/11/13-blog-tips.html#comments Tue, 11 Apr 2006 06:55:23 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/11/13-blog-tips.html From the Blog of Pilar Tiang: 13 BLOG TIPS (http://pilar.bloghi.com)  Here is my favourite tip:  #2.  Keep your posts current!Maybe I should have followed that tip in my Brokeback Mountain blog.  I saw it in rainbow theatres... From the Blog of Pilar Tiang: 13 BLOG TIPS (http://pilar.bloghi.com)
arrow  Here is my favourite tip:  #2.  Keep your posts current!
Maybe I should have followed that tip in my Brokeback Mountain blog.  I saw it in rainbow theatres when it was already out on DVD, LOL!  Anyway, check out Pilar's blog!  She also has recently posted some good health tips.

]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/11/13-blog-tips.html#comments The Baha'i Faith + Iran http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/10/the-baha-i-faith-iran.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/10/the-baha-i-faith-iran.html#comments Mon, 10 Apr 2006 07:45:20 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/10/the-baha-i-faith-iran.html I went to a Baha'i community gathering last night and from there I heard about some media articles regarding the situation in Iran.  The country is largely Muslim and as a result of their current government there have been some recent media... The Baha'i community is very warm and welcoming.  They have organized their religion around the world to the best of their ability to reduce hatred, division, prejudice, and so on in their teachings.  The people I've met through this community have helped me avoid many problematic temptations of Western society.  There are five million Baha'is around the world but they are one of the fastest growing religions.  They believe in world peace and unifying all religions so that conflicts such as the one I've mentioned above will dissipate.  I hope people from Western societies from any religious background will become aware of the Baha'i faith, so that they have a greater capacity to help Baha'is.
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/10/the-baha-i-faith-iran.html#comments Late Brokeback Review http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/08/late-brokeback-review.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/08/late-brokeback-review.html#comments Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:32:57 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/08/late-brokeback-review.html I saw Brokeback Mountain today and it was pretty good.  I loved the scenery and the acting.  Some people said it was too long and it lost its pace but I really enjoyed the slow pace.  I thought it was perfect because it made the... Brokeback Mountain today and it was pretty good.  I loved the scenery and the acting.  Some people said it was too long and it lost its pace but I really enjoyed the slow pace.  I thought it was perfect because it made the movie seem more real.  I think people are too used to the overly publicized, quick, action-packed movie.  I think most people who have a more sophisticated taste in movies will enjoy this one.  The movie is not for everyone.  It definitely demands a mature, rather than an immature audience.  I don't mean to insult everyone that doesn't like it; that's just my point of view.]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/08/late-brokeback-review.html#comments Essays Left to Write: 2 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/03/essays-left-to-write-2.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/03/essays-left-to-write-2.html#comments Mon, 03 Apr 2006 13:00:21 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/03/essays-left-to-write-2.html Well now, I've written tons of essays this term.  Some of the topics were really interesting.  Here are the essays (+1 magazine article) I've finished lately: Critique on Theodor Adorno's "On Popular Music" Critique on Laura Mulvey's...
  1. Critique on Theodor Adorno's "On Popular Music"
  2. Critique on Laura Mulvey's "Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema"
  3. The Origin of Homo sapiens:  Multiregional vs. Out of Africa Models
  4. Magazine Article about Jehovah's Witness stereotypes
I still have two essays left.  The topics for those are:
  1. Commodification of People's Lives in Capitalist Society
  2. Political Economy of Chinese Popular Music
Wow, I can see why I haven't stressed that much this semester.  The essay topics I've picked are so engaging!  The only one I really struggled with was the Anthropology paper on the origin of Homo sapiens and maybe the two critique papers.  Probably because they required regurgitating theory and research!  Ick!  Still interesting topics though.
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/04/03/essays-left-to-write-2.html#comments By Request: Shan Hu Hai http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/27/by-request-shan-hu-hai.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/27/by-request-shan-hu-hai.html#comments Mon, 27 Mar 2006 09:21:33 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/27/by-request-shan-hu-hai.html By Request: 珊瑚海 I don't really understand Chinese too well, I have to go by translations.  If you can't see the Chinese characters, you should install the full version of Microsoft Office and it will display the characters.  Anyway,... By Request: 珊瑚海
I don't really understand Chinese too well, I have to go by translations.  If you can't see the Chinese characters, you should install the full version of Microsoft Office and it will display the characters.  Anyway, Here is the Chinese version of Coral Sea:
海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水 你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱 （给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
凤中尘埃 (等待)竟累积成伤害
转身离开 (分手说不出来) 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此 （你我都）不够成熟坦白
热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
我们也已经无心再猜
面向海风，咸咸的爱，尝不出还有未来
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/27/by-request-shan-hu-hai.html#comments Inspired by Shan Hu Hai http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/26/inspired-by-shan-hu-hai.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/26/inspired-by-shan-hu-hai.html#comments Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:24:38 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/26/inspired-by-shan-hu-hai.html I don't know how well I wrote this in English but I think original Mandarin passages speak some truth about letting go of relationships.- - - -I see a haze in the distanceOn the surface of the oceanHow is sadness calm and pure white? The heart is... I don't know how well I wrote this in English but I think original Mandarin passages speak some truth about letting go of relationships.
- - - -
I see a haze in the distance
On the surface of the ocean
How is sadness calm and pure white?
The heart is absent: it grieves then slows down
Like the heavy outflow of the tides
Guided by the sea breeze
Dust in the wind accumulates
Sand drawings disintegrate
Is hope hidden beneath the shells?
I don't want to guess anymore.
- - - -
Our love has been deeply buried in the Coral Sea ]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/26/inspired-by-shan-hu-hai.html#comments Hmmmm... bored http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/19/hmmmm-bored.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/19/hmmmm-bored.html#comments Sun, 19 Mar 2006 14:51:00 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/19/hmmmm-bored.html Listening to Space Jam... recalling hyper moments when I was ten... I'm so bored now.  My life is nice, it's just plain.  Sometimes, I wonder if I should drink and party like everyone else my age but even that's boring and self-destructive... ]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/19/hmmmm-bored.html#comments Bad Confession Time http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/13/bad-confession-time.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/13/bad-confession-time.html#comments Mon, 13 Mar 2006 07:48:27 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/13/bad-confession-time.html I have my hardest essay due in two days and I've written only about half of it so far.  Go JSTOR!  It found a good 80% of my sources.  I still can't believe my hardest paper is in a first year Anthropology class.  That's... I have my hardest essay due in two days and I've written only about half of it so far.  Go JSTOR!  It found a good 80% of my sources.  I still can't believe my hardest paper is in a first year Anthropology class.  That's crazy!  The TAs better be marking somewhat generously or half of the little first years will fail.  That paper is more work than anything in my second year classes aside from MIT 201 last semester, and that class was crazy hard. ]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/13/bad-confession-time.html#comments Funny Mohammed and Arlan! http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/10/funny-mohammed-and-arlan.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/10/funny-mohammed-and-arlan.html#comments Fri, 10 Mar 2006 20:36:54 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/10/funny-mohammed-and-arlan.html Despite all the essays I have to do, life has been SO MUCH FUN LATELY!  Especially today.It all started when I went to Spirituality Cafe.  It was so much fun, but the discussion was really deep and heavy, so Mohammed, Josh, and I sort of... It all started when I went to Spirituality Cafe.  It was so much fun, but the discussion was really deep and heavy, so Mohammed, Josh, and I sort of went crazy afterwards.  We were acting silly, and singing that Sharon, Lois, and Braham song (you know, Skimamarinki dinkidink?) and then Arman told us to go to the class upstairs, which was the kids class.  We were just laughing and going nuts, and then when Mohammed and I went outside, we noticed the Thames had flooded.  So we started throwing stuff into it and yelling, "SPLASH!!!"
Oh I know this must sound stupid, but it was so much fun.  To top it all off, Arman let Mohammed and I ride on the back of his truck.  Then Arman drove through the flooded Thames in the shallow area and Mohammed and I started screaming!  Then we drove up a hill and Mohammed was so scared, he was grabbing my arm the whole time.  We got to the top of the hill, and Evan and Lucy looked at us like WTF!!!!  It was HILARIOUS!!!
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/10/funny-mohammed-and-arlan.html#comments Colleges on Strike http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/07/colleges-on-strike.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/07/colleges-on-strike.html#comments Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:29:09 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/07/colleges-on-strike.html All I have to say is BOOO YAH!!!!   I knew it!   Now all the college and MTP kids are going to lose their money . . . well maybe in the weeks to come.  My mom and I could tell this was going to happen.  It just goes to show you,... Well, no offense to the college/MTP kids, I do feel sorry for them.  But I'm REALLY happy I quit that program... less misery, and now less money lost!   You know it's funny, once you decide you're going to live a certain way according to your principles and you stick to them, life just opens up to you.  I feel the sun smiling on me every day =D and I think God helps those who help themselves.  TO be born into a life of middle class, where I'm not too rich but not too poor so I can live my life well, yeah.  It's just a miracle.  Despite the struggles in life, I would definitely say I'm one of the lucky ones. . . and I'm damn grateful!
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/07/colleges-on-strike.html#comments KanYe.InspiratiOn http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/03/kanye-inspiration.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/03/kanye-inspiration.html#comments Fri, 03 Mar 2006 14:17:01 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/03/kanye-inspiration.html I LOVE KanYe.  Just LOVE him.  Everytime I see him on TV, I just love him more.Finally, someone on popular music who gives a shit about politics and the state of affairs in the West.  A rapper who supports homosexual rights. ... Finally, someone on popular music who gives a shit about politics and the state of affairs in the West.  A rapper who supports homosexual rights.  Someone who cares about religion and is not afraid to talk about it in Western pop culture.  Not to mention he likes white crank, like Franz Ferdinand!  How cool.
Although you can tell KanYe is not quite the reincarnation of Jesus since he is a little arrogant, wow . . . it's just seems to have been so long since pop music has come out with someone really genuine and passionate.  Someone trying to make a difference.  It inspires me every day.
I'm going to meditate (can't fast for Baha'i because of the perscription I'm taking), write my essays, and become a better person, TODAY!  That's how inspired I am.  I hope you are too guys, because despite all the bullshit that's mainstream, one glimmer of truth can inspire one for the rest of their life.  Take care.
Jesus Walks!
]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/03/03/kanye-inspiration.html#comments Happiness Now, More Coming Soon http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/27/happiness-now-more-coming-soon.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/27/happiness-now-more-coming-soon.html#comments Mon, 27 Feb 2006 09:13:16 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/27/happiness-now-more-coming-soon.html I was pretty mad in that last blog entry.  I've let it go now.  I think I've done my best not to let that anger get out of control and hurt anybody... no insults... a lot of people who think other people are just doing the dammage to... I'm looking into some different careers, while doing lots of volunteering and essays.  I might graduate as soon as next year, and move on to specialize in a career, because I'm not too interested in completing an honour's and going on to grad school.  I don't think it's going to be that beneficial to me... not going to make me much more money, just waste more of my parents.  So I'll probably leave and support myself somewhere and complete a college grad certificate.  I've considered five different fields:  scriptwriting, advertising, radio (I know I'm brave), new media, and publishing.  I'm going to eliminate one more off of that list and then apply to the colleges with those programs, since most of them are unique and only offered at that one college.  Yes!  I've finally found enough money to support myself and do what I really want to do, and that is get a career started that I'm really passionate about at a good school.
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]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/27/happiness-now-more-coming-soon.html#comments Wake up from your world and smell the truth http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/22/wake-up-from-your-world-and-smell-the-truth.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/22/wake-up-from-your-world-and-smell-the-truth.html#comments Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:51:30 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/22/wake-up-from-your-world-and-smell-the-truth.html You know, I've heard about everybody who's reading my blog.  My comments editor seems to be deleting everything for some reason (I'll try and fix that if I can) but anyways, people are reading.  Some of them are not particularily... You know, I've heard about everybody who's reading my blog.  My comments editor seems to be deleting everything for some reason (I'll try and fix that if I can) but anyways, people are reading.  Some of them are not particularily nice.  Well, people are people, they have both their good and bad, but what I'm talking about are people who are so stuck in their own world and way of thinking to wake up to reality, and therefore choose to read whatever text I put on a website a certain way.
WAKE UP from your own little world!!!
You can read my blog as past regret, on failure, but guess what?  I have confidence, love, and faith in myself.  Sure I have rough times, when I'm not sure of what I'm doing, but GUESS WHAT PEOPLE???  Everyone does.  That does not mean I've made a poor decision, it just simply shows I'm a human being and I'm VERY CAREFUL about the decisions I do make.  Geez, maybe now people understand why I ditch certain friends that encourage bad behaviour and self-doubt and post bull about me on the internet.
Sometimes other people don't trust my decisions, even once I thought my parents didn't when I dropped the collaborative.  They thought I was being arrogant and not being modest enough to take that little Dean scare.  But guess what?  Now people like Rob and Eric are dropping out of there too - smart people - and almost all the others still in that collaborative stream (I won't mention what the program is out of manners) think it's a joke.  I don't mind posting it on the WWW, because I know it's what they think and they wouldn't mind me posting that publicly either.   It just goes to show, I was following my heart the whole time, doing what was right for me, and I don't regret it.
Maybe most people don't understand that because they've never felt that total utter confidence in themselves.  Well guess what people???  I do, and I'm not afraid to post it world wide.  So don't judge any little human heartaches I have to be insecurity, because that's life, that doesn't mean I don't know what I'm doing or I'm "throwing my life away."
I feel a bit like a celebrity right now when I say "they think they know, but they really have no idea."  Peace. ]]> http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/22/wake-up-from-your-world-and-smell-the-truth.html#comments Life is Intense http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/20/life-is-intense.html http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/20/life-is-intense.html#comments Mon, 20 Feb 2006 18:28:57 +0000 http://edb5aqw.bloghi.com/2006/02/20/life-is-intense.html Hey everyone,I don't mean to complain.  My life is so exciting right now.  I feel so happy, I have so many great opportunities.  It's just REALLY INTENSE.  I know I am time, and that I should not commodify time because that's... I don't mean to complain.  My life is so exciting right now.  I feel so happy, I have so many great opportunities.  It's just REALLY INTENSE.  I know I am time, and that I should not commodify time because that's foolish.   Ouch!!  Music midterm...
I think I know what I want to do for a career, I think.  I think I want to become a digital artist of some kind. . . or should I study culture instead?  In Anthropology or ICS?  Or should I keep trying for just a plain honour's specialzation in MIT?  Or do a double major?  Hmmmm . . . or maybe I should just finish MIT next year.  At least I feel confident, even if my mind comes up with all these different possibilities.
At least I'm not totally consumed by infatuation like I was a year ago.
Well, that's my little ego-centric life right now.  Hopefully, I will make the best of it.  Take care
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